The viewfinder is blurry

"Time fly's when your having fun." What about when your not having fun? Does it crawl? Stumble? Tilt to the side? What? It's the same story I believe. For the last few months I have been an 8th grade computer teacher and needless to say it hasn't all been fun, but time has still flown by quicker than you can imagine. It seems that just yesterday I was getting home from camp and coming to the interview to start the job. Now its the end of the 2nd nine weeks and I'm staring Christmas dead in the face. It's scary how fast time gets away from you. I'm 25 with a buisness and a career and I can look back and its seems just last week that I was living in Gulfport, spending summers hanging out with Faye and swimming all the time. Where did it all go? Being an adult is not all fun and games.

Another scary thing about life is that you never really know what path you are suppose to go down. I look back to the Robert Frost poem of "The Road Not Taken", the only difference with his poem and real life is that sometimes there more than one path to choose from. You can stand and stare down one all day but there is always another and another and another that you can spend just as much time studying. Sooner or later you just have to take that step and choose one of the paths but we tend to get worried that we might choose the wrong one and it might lead into disaster. The way God works though is if you do choose the wrong path, He builds onto your until it comes back around to the path that He wants you to take, you just have to step back and let God work.

I say all of this because this is what I am working with in my mind as of lately. Have I chosen the right path? How long will my time run? Will everything ever just fall into place? Questions like these and many many more just float around my head on a constant basis without any end.